I have this tendency of wanting so many things and wondering of too many 'if's. Like "If I had time, I would do it (something) more often." But the fact, when I finally have more time, I didn't do what I wondered I would do. And it happens quite many times, actually. Not only for things-to-do, but also applies for things-I-want.
I keep telling myself, "If I could, I would....," but I should have told myself, "If I would, I could." I can't keep wondering of too many 'if's when I don't take any actions of changing the 'if's to become a reality. I should have tried at the first place, instead of do nothing but wondering, indeed.
I guess, when I say "If I could I would," I'm just trying to make excuses for not being brave enough to try something that "If I would I could" ;-)
