The Same Thing

This time she will be fine. She just needs to convince herself that every thing is fine. Ignore the thoughts. Stay cool. Have faith. 

Doc and Med

Doctor said I didn't eat enough and I didn't sleep enough. Doctor said my body is weak. That's why I fall sick. Doctor wrote me a prescription. 

Doctor said I think too much. Doctor said I'm too straight. Doctor said I'm a good girl. Doctor gave me some advice. 

Doctor asked me to rest. Doctor asked me to take good care of myself. Doctor asked me to come back.

Thank you, doc. 

Memory Box

The first kiss. The first love. The boat trip. The silk road. The morning coffee. The beautiful lunch. The quiet dinner. The garden. The house. The smile. The laughter. The warmth. The kindness. The surprises. The moments. The happy memories. All kept in a box. Locked. Buried deep. All she needed is to remember, there WERE happy times.

July

She's counting weeks to the new chapter of her life. Maybe this could help her avoid her self-destruct. Maybe this would help her find a new love. Maybe this would help her find her inner peace. 

She's not confident with what's coming up. She's not sure if this is the right decision. But she knows she needs to keep moving forward. So here she is..waiting..facing her fear.

Let the new life begin. 

Closed Book

Now she is assured. What they had wasn't real. It was a daydream turned into nightmare. Nothing was real. She just gotta move on. No more false hopes. No more expectations. If she doesn't worth his love, then probably he doesn't worth hers either. 

All that little hopes she had turned into ashes. He was lying. Nothing was true. 

Believe it's for the best. 

Goodbye, Red Velvet. 

The Man I Love

This is why she was always reserved. It is her heart that she's protecting. Because when she falls she falls deeply. When she gives she gives freely. When she feels she feels sincerely. 

Now that her heart is broken into pieces. What to do?

"It is seldom that a dream comes true........"