This morning when I checked on my social networking website (#NoMention) account, I read one of my friend's post to follow her blog. But since I don't have an account in the web she blogged on, it wouldn't be possible. I then thought to myself, why not create a new blog instead? But, the thoughts get longer in my mind. If I create a new one, what should I do with this one? I just celebrated my blog's first anniversary last month (I mean, it's finally been a year since I started blogging :p), should I leave it unmaintained just to make a new blog? Or perhaps, I'll have to maintain both of them (this blog and the new one)?
With this little confusion in my head, I started to think clearly about the reason why I started blogging. I've always wanted to write (I even dreamt of being an author one day..haha..), but it doesn't bring me to blogging. Until one day I read an advertise through blogger and on the right top of the page I saw the sign "Start Blogging" or something, so then I started to create this blog!
It took me days only to design the page layout before I eventually thought of what kind of blog I want mine to be. Then I decided to (try) blog my personal experiences and share my inspiration so that this blog would be more useful and nice to read. Well, to be honest, I was teased to make this blog as my "online diary" but then I thought it would be pointless and embarrassing to really share all of my feelings to the world, don't you think? :p
Ok, now, back to the top. After remembering my first motivation of blogging, which is "to inspire other people," I came to a (temporary) final consideration:
- there's no need to have two blogs at the same time
- creating a new blog on that other web is quite a good idea, because the web seems to offer more than this web
- but to leave my (current) blog neglected is way too pity for me
So, I finally came to a decision, either I keep my current blog or make a new one and re-post my posts in this blog on the new one.
Just like life, huh? Things change, people change, society changes. As the world changes, so do us. Our needs change. Our goal in the past, now, and in the future (usually) won't remain the same. It changes all the time.
I, myself, a few years ago was still longing to have a new family-get married, be a wife and mother, raise children. Now? Not a chance! Haha..
I mean, of course I still have some desires and wishes which I've had since a long time ago (I still want to be an author :p) up until now, but I'll have to admit that the way I think, I speak, I act before and now is different. Just like the needs of technology, I may not need mobile phone and internet before as much as I do now :)
